It takes a strong heart to love. It takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt.

10 days of single life, single rocks yo! :D

June is ending soon, & 6 more weeks to my prelim.
& my birthday is coming ! Today school super bored.
Lots of things happen. Quarrel & stupid stuffs. & yes, we laughed at silly things like we used to.
I'm crazy today, I kept telling people i GuaiKia. & they don't believe ):
So i did my classwork, listen to teacher & brought homework back to do.!
I'm going to take a nap later, after my nap, I'm going to watch tv & do homework! Monday is always a tiring day.
Yesterday i played my ds till 1am & i went to sleep.
I'm addicted to my ds yo! Cos' i've added new games in :D

I despite those guys who take things for granted,
Those guys who sweet talk so much & ask the girl for stead,
After stead, He treat her as rubbish, Pity the girls .
Guys, girls do have feelings okay?! She isnt your toys!

I didn't blog yesterday cos' I got nothing to update :X
I didnt went out yesterday except i went to buy Mrbean, Bread & stuff with sis.
& I just remember i didn't do my Chinese homework. Oh god. Last 2 days Huikheng just remind me, & i now forgotten about the homework.
Sis & me is at home, Dad & Mom is working, & sis is going out, I'm so damn bored la.
Actually wanna go down to buy food. But sis say she dont want, then i cooked spaghetti for myself. I've been eating junk food lately & i didnt do sit-up for 2 days already!! I'm lazy :X
Slept at 1am yesterday & woke up at 11am. Yesterday chat with Stanley almost whole day!
& i wanna ask mom to sign up Mobtv for me! (:
Tomorrow is monday. Sighs. Weekend ended so quickly, but not weekdays.
Next week will be having N level oral.! I'm so afraid la.
I dont know how to speak during Chinese Oral x( I'm craving for MrBean's Soya Pearly! ):

Stanley Toh, can you PLEASE save money?!
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I'm so in love with BANG BANG TANG la ! (:

Should i be a Model? Or Photo shoot? Yes or No?! I dont know la!
Chatting with Joycelyn yesterday, I still remember, how a guy approach me in Orchard before, asking me wanna be Model, At first i thought he's a TikoPeh! Cas he look up & down. & suddenly he come approach me, I was like, want to run away, but he follow, & he gave me a name card.. Ask me to consider. BUT.. i threw away! I regret ley ): & now, got a girl i know her last year, mailed me & ask me wanna take model shoot not.! I didnt reply, cas i not sure. Sighs. *headache* Some of them ask me to pursue my dream, but i think i should complete N level first?

Blogging has became my hobbies. Haha (:
Today is Friday, tomorrow no school! ^^v
Today starting of school all of us went crazy, Cas' of yesterday afternoon, yesterday afternoon, after school we went to Mr Bean, Huikheng & Joycelyn trying to act like KT run & walk, cas' they want him to go :X So damn funny can! Walked half way, we're like some crazy woman, Joycelyn & Elena laugh until They squat on the floor, & i laughed till my tears came out, terrible & Today we continue the joke when we're walking back to class. We're laughing so loudly when we're at the stairs. Then.. After recess we laughed again, due to another things. I was like. Lmao! & they played the doorstopper, they treat it as a soccer ball! & somemore is during English period, English teacher is fierce, but he also can't take it! we keep laughing today! Laugh until the last period, & after school, went to MrBean, bought things for Mom & i went home! & i accidentally hurt my hand in school yesterday. The skin came out. so disgusting. I'm contented with my Friends/Classmates around! (:

Some of them told me, it's right to leave you,
For me, this age i should be studying hard right now,
& they asked me to do well for prelim & N level,
& not to think so much,
They told me, i'll find a better guy next time after N level or so.
Mommy told me now all this are puppy love, true love is only when you're working in society.
Yesyes, I agree, thats why i didnt put my whole heart into relationship & get hurt at last.
So now, i won't think so much about relationship! Study is my first priority.
Now i got no different from being attached.
All thanks to Stanley korkor for the night chat, smses & accompany me maple yo!
& thanks to those advice, people (:

Why does good-hearted people always passed away so early, sighs. Life's fragile, like what i always say.. Cherish every minute you had, Cas' you'll never know when it'll happen to you.

P/S: Help me do the poll, I'm so pathetic la, don't laugh :X

To someone :
Please don't haolian with me your *****, cas it's not my problem duh. This is your house problem la hor. & i won't care so much, & i gotta tell you, too bad, It wont affect me. I live for myself, not you. I got my own life. & I don't care who the fuck you're with, thats your life & i'm not gonna feel jealous about it, cas you're no one to me (:

Yay! I went to see my Nuffnang & i've earn $0.60! Thanks reader yo! Money Money come in please (:
The sunburn on my nose, the skin came out, so ugly & my hand & lip is so dry, Sighs ):
& today 12pm school ended, went home immediately, to takecare of Mom (:
Grandma & aunt is here to see Mom, & last 2 days 2 of my aunts came too, & tomorrow mom's friend's coming! Mom condition is getting better, thanks god (:
As usual, Woke up at 6 plus am, prepare to school, & this few days Daddy woke us up. Daddy kept tickle us to make us wake up, I'm so lazy to wake up ._.
Tomorrow is Thursday already! 7/07 is a school holiday yo, it's youth day & my English & Chinese N level Oral is coming! Stress ley ):
This 2 months, lots of holiday! Thanksgiving, youth day, national day, national day celebration, teacher day ( I didnt go attend the celebration ) but September, N level lo, STUDY STUDY STUDY.!
I've been doing Exercise this few days to get rid of my FATS.! Yes FATS! & i'm eating 1 meal per day! My tummy & leg muscle damn pain, 1 month didnt do exercise, suddenly do, of course will pain la. Somemore yesterday PE we run here & there ._.
& i've been doing home chores, I'm a busy busy girl this few days! & i took a nap on every afternoon, but i'm not tired now, so maybe today i'm not taking a nap (:

School is alright this few days, & today super duper FED UP can! Let me tell you why ..
Yesterday Sis hair cut by the fcuking DM & there's a scratch beside her face! & it's super short & unbalance! Ok, this i dont care. But today.. Recess 10.20am, I saw her & 2 of her friends inside DM classroom(?), after awhile, They went in to Discipline Room! & the fucking DM took photos of them. & i think they're going to put in school diary.! So, Recess Joycelyn & me sat outside DM room outside, waited for them to come out. 15 mins later, 2 of her friends came out, but my sis is still inside.! They say my sis got another case, This time round. I called my mom & asked her to scold the DM. & my mom called the school! & asked the DM to pick up, if she doesn't my mom is going to send my sis to doctor & take a report from the doctor & send it to MOE! The DM scared la! She keep saying all those rubbish & my mom shoot back her with all those words.! & she got nothing to say, she told my mom next time is my sis got anything happen, she'll call my mom first before taking action! HAHA, I was LMAO that time (: I'm angry cause she's my sis, if is other people whom i dont know, i wont care.! Seriously, I hate some of my school teacher, no offence, but 2 more months, i'm gonna graduate from the school! I'm not gonna stay in that school anymore! Right or wrong also catch, unreasonable :D
My hand's sour, goodbye!

I think i won't update blog everyday, Same daily routine & i still needa takecare of Mom (:
Today school was extremely BORED ! But some of them accompany me sms yo! (:

& to that fcuking bastard ( you-know-who-you-are & i hope you're reading this )
Stop calling me, & you should know i won't pick up your call, No matter how many times you called me or sms me, I'm fine without you, so stop interfere my life. I'm oh-so-happy without you okay. & stop sms'ing me those fucking mushy things that make people hairstand. I'll just let you paiseh, I'll let my friends/sister see what you say, LOL! Stop acting like you care. So, pls fuck until far far away.! :D

I'm here to blog about SENTOSA TRIP yesterday yo.

Thanks to those people who make it a sucess one (:

Woke up at 8.15AM yesterday, & went to prepare & eat,

Waited for huikheng & co till 10am! They're damn slow can!

& we took a train to HarbourFront, went up to Vivo buy 3 tickets to Sentosa,

Met other people at Silosa Beach.! & reached there, some of them came & hug us to make us wet ._. Cause we're dry & they're wet, They jealous, HAHAHA, kidding .

& I didnt put SunBlock & went down to the sea & play, so kanjiong right. Haha, now my body freaking hot & red can. They pushed me down into the sea! & Huikheng ran away, they chased her & pull her into the sea. Damn funny ley.

So we played in the sea, Pat piggyback me. & the wave came, she threw me down, i can touch the bottom of the sea, but after awhile, i float up :X

She piggybacked me lots of time, & we took photo, super fun!

& we jumped inside the sea & took photos, Huikheng knocked my head, so painful .

Then played balls inside the sea. Some of their leg bleed, dont know what they step on. So dangerous lor. I love the wave! So fun, i keep waiting for the wave to come. But come 3 times only.

& we went to bathe & changed around 6pm . & went to Vivo, ate subway, played arcade & slack awhile, went off, All of our face like dying :X

School starting tomorrow, & hope Mom operation is a sucess one, 妈妈真伟大 (:

3 more days to School )':

Went to work this 2 days, I hate working & i love money :x
Super pissed off last 2 days too, Quarrel'ed with Stanley & get pissed off by a woman at work.!
Whatever, today is the last day off work anyway,
My blood boils when i quarrel with Stanley, i hope you see this, HAHA :X
Kept shouting non-stop, The blood shooted up till my head/brain, & i can say everything out! But i said sorry to him the next day.
Slept quite late for this few days. & woke up early in the morning to prepare for work, Work with Huikheng, & dad drove us there this 2 days. & we keep going to toilet for some reasons ._. To slack & call the ass up, he asked me to go toilet & chat with him, his fault his fault, tsk tsk X:
& slept at the workplace during lunch, the air-con there super cold ley! & when i woke up, my hand numb ):
Work ends at 5.30pm but we 5.25pm walked to MRT. & i'm going to watch my show now!
& Sentosa tomorrow! Yay!
Bye earthlings :D

Should i give up.? Sighs .

& now i got Gastric Flu, Damn.
& My fever is slowly recovering, & the medicine for fever isnt that bad, not bitter at all :X But for Gastric pills, Damn bitter :X
I think i should go Sentosa for suntan tomorrow ya.! I'll enjoy this week of holidays!
I'll update my blog when i come home, goodbye! (:

EDITED (:

& yes, I'm sick terribly, Actually meeting Huikheng for shopping today, but i'm so fucking sick!

Yesterday chatted with Huikheng till 5am. & i'm having headache. I thought nothing serious, & we keep on chatting.

& then.. something happened at 7.30am, I vomitted the cereal i had yesterday, & the taste is so Yucks can! & so, I went back to my dreamland after i had vomitted, can't sleep properly, & i msged Korkor say i sick, he replied me, But i got no energy to reply him, & so, I slept till 11am, Fever came, & Korkor called me, chatted awhile & i went to sleep at mom's room, Woke up at 1pm. Watched tv, chatted with korkor, & after awhile i had back'ache & my tummy not feeling well. Went to toilet twice, & i went back to my room & slept for 2 hours! 5pm i woke up, Lie on the sofa & i'm feeling better, I slept more than 10hours lor. & 5.30pm, i watched TongXinYuan till i fell asleep! & woke up at 7.30pm, Mom & Dad brought me to see doctor. Dad help me buy candy, Cause i don't even know how to eat pills, so i gotta melt it & drink it.

& the evil-monster-doctor keep scare me, He press my tummy & i shouted cause it's itchy! & he say maybe i got appendix! But no la! I told him itchy then i shout & the doctor & mommy laughed ._. I don't wanna tell him that i vomitted, i just told him i got fever & my tummy not feeling well. So he didnt give me so much medicine (: & he took my temperature it's 38.3 Degree, When i took my temperature on the afternoon it's 37.8 Degree, & he told me it's a sign of Dengue Fever! Touch wood la! He said if the fever didnt go down till wednesday/thursday, i needa go for blood test.! So when i reached home, i ate the medicine, i got no appetite to eat anything, & i went to sleep till 12am. I didnt bathe & i'm feeling so dirty now! & i just now took my temperature, it's 37.3 Degree, Pray hard that the fever won't come back (: & i'm hungry now, i wanna eat porridge! ):

Maybe tomorrow baby's going to call me!

Cherish every minute you had (:

Happy Birthday Bryan! :D

I hate to sick on holidays, I can't go out for shopping trip! & had to stayed at home! No life la dey.

& yesterday 3am i went back to sleep till today 2pm, used com. & eat (: My gastric is not feeling well! & i can't eat properly. & the doctor gave me medicine for gastric. Sighs, My gastric is kinda painful now. & no one is at home! I'm so lonely. Hope tomorrow i'll be able to go for shopping trip! :D & finally i bathe :x I needa bathe everyday, if not i'll feel damn dirty, yes i'm clean now (:

I gotta enjoy my this week holiday, Should i go sentosa for suntan?! & tomorrow i'm going out!

Daddy drove us to Suntec yesterday with Mom & Sis, Alot people la, cause of the IT things. Went to Carrefour, Bought somethings & off to This Fashion, but nothing caught my eyes & we went Cotton On, bought a TankTop there, usual price is 10$ but i think GSS & it became 5$. After that, cabbed to Leisure Park, Dine in Nihon Mura for dinner & around 7pm, we went home. Watched Wei Wo Du Zhun till 11pm, & chatted with Stanley Kor Kor (:

Stanley KorKor, Whatever choice you make, i'll still support you ya, just don't regret! Thanks for everyday chat (:

Kawyi Laopeh, No matter how you bo xim, or how long you didnt call me, you're still my Laopeh (:

Baby, I'm missing you, faster call me, or a miss call will do ):

Happy Papas' day (:

& BABY CALLED ME YESTERDAY NIGHT! Bad news, He told me, he's doing duty for 4 more days! & 18June call me again, & maybe after 18June he can't use phone for 2 weeks, as he's doing his duty for 1 month! & 8 more days my school is starting ): Sighs sighs sighs.

Today slept till 1.30pm & went out for dinner around 5.30pm & i'm hungry now ):

NO EATINGGGGGGGGGG, KIM LIM!!

Tomorrow going out, i'll update tomorrow (:

I'll make this post a fast one, I'm going to watch the 9pm show!

I'm watching Brown Sugar Macchiato this few days, to kill my boredom (: & chatted with baby this afternoon for only 10mins, cause he book out for awhile only. & he needa go back camp, Woke up at 12.30pm today, Ate & used computer awhile, 1.20pm went to bathe, & 2pm Mom, sis & me cabbed to TTSH, accompanied mom for check up, Waited for a long time . & 4.30pm, everything done, we went to Novena Square walk walk & after that trained to Bugis. Actually i wanna get the waist belt, but at last, bought so many things :X Total $57. Today weather not good, super duper hot! Around 7pm, dad came to fetch us from bugis to Grandma house, ate dinner there & came home (:

& we're together for 11 days (:

I've changed design for my nails, i can be a manicurist, HAHA :X

This few days weather is great! When i'm out, It's like going to rain, but didn't rain, & it rain at night! & i can enjoy my shopping trip, Thanks god! Maybe tomorrow baby book out.? I'm not sure either. & i still smsed him everynight, tell him i go sleep & countdown how many more days left (: Actually today meeting Huikheng, but she last minute can't. Yesterday went out with Cousin & Sis, Sis & me went to City Plaza find cousin, After that walk to Paya Lebar MRT took train to AMK & we went AMK Hub shopping! Walked the whole AMK hub. & 3.45Pm, We took train to dont-know-where, take our Tees that we ordered it from online blogshop, & we took train back to PayaLebar, went to Mac slack awhile & off to This Fashion, & some dress is from Taiwan spree, nice (: & around 6pm, we took bus 70 to Cousin's house, 8.30Pm mommy fetch us home (: It's a Fun & tiring day! & my Red came alot alot, I feel like vomiting & my tummy hurts ): I keep craving for ice cream & cold drinks during period.! Die, die.

Hi Earthlings, I slept damn late yesterday eh, So wake up late today as well, I'm trying to keep myself busy & not to think so much, I hope baby will call me today, I'll still wait for his call every single day (: Tomorrow going out with Cousin, Thursday maybe going out with Friends & Friday with Mom, Yes yes, i'm going out everyday! & not staying at home; Tonight i'll try to sleep early, Even baby cant reply my msg, I'll still keep in inform where am i going, Okay, lets talk about today .. Today, i slept till 1.30Pm & ate lunch with sissy, After that bathe, change & make-up, 3plus Pm, took train to Payalebar & took 135 to Roxy Square, Trim my hair & eyebrow, satisfied! But, When she trim my eyebrow, woah, fuck, Pain like dont-know-what can ! I wanted to push away her hand, She keep pluck my eyebrow, & after awhile, i got no more feeling already! After she had done, Damn painful, I look into the mirror, i chua tio, my eyebrow all red & got some blood, but if want pretty, gotta pay a price for that la. & i used my fringe to cover my eyebrow :X Walked to PP & went to Sasa, bought nail polish & 'something' & we went Isetan shopping, wanted to buy a water bottle, But... After i saw the price, i faint, just kidding (: & I saw at BHG was like.. 5$ & they sell at 13$, Fucking expensive right?! Only a small red bottle with a Melody head on it! Then forget it, Rest awhile & went to Giant, Bought lots of things, Sushi, Cheesecake & Etc.. & i bought a pink bottle with straw in Giant! $7, but worth it, sissy bought it for me, My birthday present, thank Sissy (: & Grandma gave me a red packet for my birthday already! (: Then we went somewhere to get tops, & 8.30Pm Daddy was so good that he came to PP to drive us home. & that time, he was going to reach home! Oh ya, & Mom painted my fingers & toes nails for me! I love my family, as well as my BoyF (: Meeting Cousin at CityPlaza tomorrow, I gotta sleep early, if not Cousin will kill me tomorrow if she see me :XI'm so cold now, but still needa go bathe (:

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I'm so bored now ): Wanted to go out, but no one is free! Tomorrow maybe i going trim my hair & eyebrow, So long didnt trim le lo. Time pass faster please! )':

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It's 1:30AM already & I can't sleep! ):
I fucking miss baby can, I want you to be with me. He got Duty today, means we can't chat for 4 - 5 days cause he can't bring handphone there, He told me he'll msg me when he can use phone, 4 days ley!! Stanley say he'll accompany me everynight, after his work but i want baby ): & now all i can do is sms him tell him I miss him & he won't reply. He called just now & asked me what i doing, after that he say he wanna sleep, Oh then i let him sleep lor, No choice, what to do? NS sucks la ): If baby working on this weekend, i sure go find him! Those people that chat with me on phone will sure hear i say i miss baby. Sighs, This duty last for 1 month ley. How am i going to survive without baby hearing baby's voice ?! I whole day at home, watching tv, eat, playing DS & chat with friends on phone, No life la, & thanks for those people that accompany me on the phone, Stanley, Kawyi Laopeh, Huikheng & Bryan, sorry that i keep saying i miss him :X Tomorrow going PP to have my hair cut & eyebrow trim. Baby, I'll never let go of you, i'll wait for you still.

P/S :
To those who know me, please add my friendster private account yo ;
Baby, go see my Private Friendster Account, A small note for you (:

I didnt eat from i wake up till 11.30pm, first time in my life okay! I woke up real damn early today, of cause baby woke me up, & if he doesn't wake me up, i think i'll sleep till afternoon, Cause i slept at 1am yesterday! There's a reason for me to wake up early in the morning, getting my butt out of my comfortable bed.! & The reason is... I needa accompany baby for work :X So baby wake me up at 7.30am & i went to prepare everything & leave house at 8.30am. Took train to AMK, Waited 10mins for baby to reach Control Station, Then took bus to dont-know-where, A lan shop la, & next time i know how to go there & find baby, no need wake up so early. Slack there awhile, waited for baby to pack up the place, then see people play audition, & today I know quite alot of friends there, & baby activate the computer for me, as you can see, i'm so damn freaking bored over there, & baby's playing his game! X: He tickled me lots of times, & make me chua tio, Played audition with those people there, & after awhile, i off the com. Then went to see baby play his games, I don't really understand la, & baby keep asking me to drink water but i dont want. Some of his friends came, They played game again! & baby pinched my face & asked me i bored not, obviously i am, he wanted to let me play games, but i dont want la. Then sit there see him play games, & chat with friends & cousin. & 10pm, i left the lan shop & i cabbed to AMK Mrt station & took train home, (: I'm waiting for baby's call!

I love my Mr Botak :X

Today weather quite good, Both of my leg have blisters, cause of my heels la! So long didn't wear le ): Woke up damn early today, 8.30am, Early ? Went to bathe around 11am, & waited for sis to wake up & prepare, damn slow can, took train to Bugis, bought my slipper & shopped around, then took train to Tampines, went to Minitoons & bought my Fan, super cute la :X I buy for fun only, Ate dinner there & train back, I'm so tired now (:

I love my blog songs, i added 2 more songs, i kept listening to my blog songs this few days (:

& I miss you, baby, I miss those craps & sweet talk everynight, & when i'm having period, you ask me not to eat cold things, but i disobey you :x & you keep giving in to me. I asked you not to go clubbing, & you said okay && i feel that I'm a sore loser, Whenever i say something, baby would shoot me back with his words, & when i got nothing to say, i'll shout & he'll give in to me :X I love ya, baby :D He's a sweet sweet boyfriend to me (:

Mom had already cancel Singnet, cause at night, the internet is damn freaking slow, sometimes even cannot, I'll be like, going crazy la! & i'll keep complaining to mom & dad. So yesterday, they went to AMK, sign up for Starhub internet plan. Mom say tonight can use Starhub internet already, but i hope so la. I'm getting bored this few days, Baby have lessons, training & those kind of stuffs, i gotta find things to accompany me during day time. & baby will be free during 5pm, i usually called him during 5pm-12am (: & my RED is coming, sometimes my stomach cramp like nobody business ): Tomorrow going Grandma's place; I've got nothing else to write already:X Goodbye (:

Went to NTUC with mom & sissy yesterday, bought lots of things, Tidbits, candy, & food that can last for 1 month :X We're like so Kia su la, Take & put into the trolley, Lol! Slept quite early yesterday, around 1am. & woke up at 11am (: Sms-ed Dear, he's quite slack in the camp. Called & chat with him, Chat about our past year thingys, we find ourself childish la ._. just put down the phone with him, he's tired. He should be resting now . & he keep bullying me la; Hope he faster book out, miss him so much, ): Now is only 3pm, nothing to do, time pass so slow. Friday going Grandma house help her do dumplings thingys. & i'm lazy to go out, I'm broke now la! Sighs. && Dear can't go clubbing already! (:

We drank this during chalet, midnight (:

I just woke up :X Actually i slept at 12plus am & i woke up at 5.30am, Msged Dear, Ask him wake up alr, Then after he do his things, called him awhile & chat with him, Put down the phone with him at 7.30am, as he need go back to his camp, Sms-ed awhile, & stop smsing when he reached his camp, I'm so bored after that, I told Mom i want eat BeeHoon from the market, which i think market is quite far, Mom walked there & bought it for me, she reached home within 15mins, she asked me to eat, & she went to work, I love my mommy :D 1 hour later, i felt tired, so i went to sleep, 12.45pm, dear sms me, sms for awhile he needa go for lesson, He told me at night then text me, nvm la, i'll wait (: I'm so bored nowwwww!! I want to work ):< I've been online shopping from yesterday till now, i needa save before i can buy those things i want ):

This guy is trying to act gay, & he's playing my pink Ds ._.

Yesterday went to Marina with John & Chris, Went to Arcade first, slack there & they went to eat, I kept playing my Ds la. They keep asking me not to play, but i keep orh orh :X After that they went in to the staircase & smoke. Waited for them to smoke finish & we walked around. They confiscated my Hp & Ds for awhile, Cause i keep playing ._. Slack outside the Taxi stand awhile & Chris went to Dxo, He worked there & John send me to CityLink & i took Mrt home (: I'll upload chalet photo Asap, waiting for them to send me everything (: