It takes a strong heart to love. It takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt.

我爱你爱的好辛苦 ;

This is the 3rd post for today ._.
I'm glad that I've woken up from yesterday's 'dream'.
I like this sentence from Joycelyn;
" In life good times and bad times will be there.
choose to stay cheeful because you are not alone
smile for the best!(: "
Yes, i decided not to care so much, Let nature take it course.
How many times i plead you, you just won't care,
Most of my friends say i'm immature. They say, i should just learn to let go of things easily & Don't hold on to it, I'm hurting myself deeper & deeper,
I tried to explain to you, you just won't care, & i don't know what to do.
They say maybe you aren't serious about it. I think so too. I now only want to concentrate on my studies since you don't care. I only want to have a stead when after N level or in ITE. I'll let you do everything you want. I'll just heck care. I'm just trying to smile in front of my friends, & when i'm alone, I'll think that nobody's there for me, In fact my friends are there. They told me, When i'm bored or no one to talk to, I can call them, I love this kind of friends, I know, there'll be someone who cares for me, Just like my parents & friends, My parents cheer me up when something happen to me, When i'm in a relationship, I glad that they gave birth to me & let me face this world, although there'll be alot of pain & suffering in this world. I gotta learn how to cherish & treasure them now, & not when they're gone, They work hard & gave me the best, I still love my parents no matter what.
I know who's true & who's not, I know who cares about me & who doesn't.
I love my friends & family.