It takes a strong heart to love. It takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt.

I promised i'll upload a photo with my spec on ya.
So here it is . I look nerd right?! Some of them say i look like teacher, but 1% say i act nerd. Lol!

I've been reading a girl's blog, her bf passed away during training in Brunei.
& yes, suddenly my tears fell. I tried to hold it back, But can't.
Nowadays lots of young lifes taken away by god. Life's fragile. Treasure everyone, Dont regret when you lose them. Even they're a not-so-close-friends of your's, just treasure them. I've been asking my friends to take good care of themself when they're out. I'm afraid, one day they'll be gone *touchwood*
& Today i kept asking myself, what if someone who's close to me passed away. I dont even know how to reply. I think i'll just keep crying or even commit suicide. I can't handle all this things. Sighs..

Acutally i dont wanna come & update my blog today! Lol, But now is 1240am i got nothing to do, & 2 more days to my birthday.
I wanna wait for that someone to reach home then i go sleep, but i dont think he's going home so early .. He asked me to message him when i'm going to sleep. Maybe i'll sleep later than usual.
Cos' i woke up at 9.30am & went back to sleep at 11.30am, I woke up at 4.30pm! I think i'm too tired already.. Next Saturday Thanksgiving .. Going back to school! & 7August i think NDP celebration in school, I dont think i'm going back! (:

[ Edited, 10.40pm ]

To my dearest laopeh,
I know it's hard for you to accept all this things, But i still hope that you'll forget.. Like what i told you, time will heal everything. Though is hard to let go now, But you still gotta let go, you live for yourself k, Life still gotta carry on. Just slowly forget everything as times goes by. She dont even know how to cherish you, so you better let go now, if you let go later, you'll get more hurt. She'll regret sooner or later. Stay strong please, i dont wanna see you in this state. I still remember how you console me, asking me to cheer up when my relationship failed. Now it's my turn. & now, You're different from last time, You quarrel'ed with me when i call you. But now, in msn, you seems to be moody. I just hope that you'll return to the past. Whatever you do, I'll still support you. Nu-er still love you k (: