Getting back my prelim result, I got 55/100 for chinese, 48/50 for computer, 60/100 for english. I think i gonna buck up my languages. Disappointed. I wanna get higher marks! I wanna get a good course in ITE.
Prelim Maths, science & N level is just 2 weeks away.
I've been chatting in class this few days, when the lessons is being conduct.
I'm tired of everything, yes, everything.
I wanna give up everything, my studies & relationship.
I don't wanna hold on to it anymore. I can't take it anymore.
I don't wanna go home so early. Facing the walls, alone at home, thinking about stupid stuffs.
I wanna cry out. Cry out loud.
First time I'm feeling so down.
I've been showing my friends attitude. I didnt do it on purpose.
I don't even know what the fuck happen to me. I feel guilty for showing them attitude.
Yes, I'm going crazy soon. No one will understand.
I'll just keep my handphone aside, I'm not going to use it, until everything's over.
I'm not going to pick up calls or reply message. So, don't bother to call again, I'll call/reply you back. This feeling makes me feel like ending my life.
Thursday, August 21, 2008 @ 3:15 PM
Kim 秋吟, 18
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这样的路我们一起走过, 就算回到从前这仍是我唯一决定, 就算一切从来我也不会改变决定, 我一定会爱你到地老, 到天长 

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