It takes a strong heart to love. It takes a stronger heart to continue to love after it has been hurt.

Yesterday was a terrible night for me, yes, terrible...Worst nightmare ever.. I teared..I'm super duper tired yesterday, When i'm going to sleep & i received 'his' msg, i broke down & cried. I guess HuiKheng know i'm tearing, she asked me, but i deny.I can't sleep after i received the msg, & when I'm waiting for his message, I dozed of around 1am.I know it's my fault.. I shouldn't say so hurtful things. I know, everything's my fault..I promised you, I won't say so hurtful things again. & I'll control my attitude.I don't know what to do now, i'm waiting for 'his' msg.We've wasted so much time on quarreling.I'm not a good girlfriend, a good sister & a good daughter.I hope we'll be able to overcome those obstacle k.

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We've broke up, i know it's normal for me to be single once again.
Breaking up earlier is better than breaking up later isn't it?
Though there'll be some hurt, but breaking up later will have more hurt. Might as well let go earlier.
Some of my friends told me, they can see I'm a girl that prefer single. I'm not sure, but my friends told me this. So, maybe? Lol!
I teared yesterday instead of today, funny right?
After so many relationship i've been thru, now i can take things & let go of things easily.
I didnt teared, & i'm ok with breaking ups. So now i'll concentrate on my studies.
I know, my friends will be there for me. & I didnt tell much people about this relationship.
But i still thanks Huikheng & Jeeann for giving me advice (:
I feel that I've already grown up, breaking up is a common things that happen in life.
I'm damn stupid few years back, I've been thinking of commit suicide. But, now not.
I won't hurt those people that really love me. Taking my own life away.
& Thanks Ray for consolling me, after reading my blog, Although we kept quarrelling, but we're still friend isn't it? (:

Tuesday having N level exam already. Goodluck to me yo!
Today had fun in school, celebrate teachers' day.
Took class photos today, & everybody wore class tee, look cool! (:
& I'm going to highlight my hair with mixed colour , red & purple (: